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韩庚！！！Yay!!!

Yeah, after days after days of researching and hanging on baidu 韩庚吧 and a bunch of other places, I have got the first hand information…..that he will be attending 第九届长春电影节 on July 5th in 长春，then of course I just have to go and see him!!! Though buying the ticket to the opening ceremony was kind of complicated, but I got it!!! So excited, it will only cost me like 600 yuan including the trip and food and everything, it’s like 10 times cheaper than my LA trip!!! Yeah!! Fan Power, 咱们庚饭是最伟大的！！！ And guess what, I will also be seeing 黄小明 and 苏有朋 and a bunch of others, since there are over 1000 stars attending this award ceremony. Also, few hours before I heard of all this, found out that Jay Chou’s world tour’s last stop is also on July 5th, in 温州，I was going to go, but not until i heard the other news. Ah~~ what a special day~~~~ Anyways, does anybody who will be in China on July 5th wanna go with me?? Call.

I have recent added 韩庚 into my list of favorite stars, and i think he’s gonna stay for a really long time…. I haven’t had a new obsession for a really long time, I’m rather enjoying this. If you know me at all, you would know that the list will only ever get longer. I think he would be glad too, because I am an extremely supportive. Man, i want to see him….

Here he is, I feel strange when I look at him, something about his eyes,ohh….yes, the right phrase would be he really turns me on….

韩庚!

Sometimes people could be more brave, sometimes I could be more brave.

I wish there will be a day when she finally gain the intelligence to realize that she really is the worst mom/ stupidest person in the universe.

this made me cry

so cute….

从前有一只蝎子，它来到一条河前，它想过河，可又怕被淹死，所以它找到青蛙问：

“你载我过河好不好?”

“不好，” 青蛙说。“因为你会攻击我。”

“不会的，那样我们都会死的。”

“那好吧，我载你过河。” 青蛙想了想说。

青蛙让蝎子爬上它的背，然后一起过河。

在游到河中央时，蝎子攻击了青蛙。

当他们一起落水时，青蛙问：“为什么？”

谢子说：“对不起，那是我的本性。”

在过去的两天里，我把我自己关在家里。电话拔了，电脑也关了，在努力的讨厌自己。也不对，应该说，应该说我是在努力的赶作业。不过什么叫做本性难移呢？我花了更多时间捧着书想我为什么不在写，比起我真正在写的时间。

I have officially cycled back into my periodic self-hatred mode. 真应该感谢亲爱的大姨妈。。。This happens mostly during long breaks, when I’m given time to think or when I’m all by myself. 两个条件前两天都成立了，赶上天时，地利，人和，我又能什么办呢。Thinking is a really dangerous thing. Last night, I went to bed around 2am, the last time I checked time before I fell asleep was 4:08, not because I have insomnia like my dear LG, just because 3 cups of tea. But I was nonetheless lonely, not that I missed my mom, or other family, I didn’t, I don’t generally. Then I was thinking this morning, or rather noon, when I woke up, would it have helped if I have my friends or just a friend around? The answer is no, I liked being by myself, what I needed last night was a lover, someone who can 轻轻的抱着我，什么都不说，单纯的睡觉。是的，我发春了。 还是那句话，本性难移。

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Sometime I really wish I can write down everything I think about. I want to write it out in Chinese, not because my thoughts are in Chinese, they are not, surprisingly, but because I think it would sound better in Chinese, and I like Chinese. But when I finally started typing, which by the way is already a rare event, I don’t want to continue, it takes way to much time and effort. So I tend to stop before I even started anything.